I`ve been in this disturbing mood for two weeks already, seems like it never ends.
Lots of work & lots of ideas, but none finished, that brings tears to my eyes & makes me want to run away from the society that never understands ones needs. I sometimes wish we could just switch the light off and let go.

CONSTANTLY

Feel like the hour
the year
the decade
all is hectic

Falling on the edge of
knife
just to
feel I am not missing anything